Thursday, January 24, 2008

i'M oNLy huMAn!

Today i would like to blog about human being. Well, i don't have a degree in human behaviour..or a Phd in human pschology. Human being is a unique subject to discuss! Takkan la aku nak blog pasal chimpanze plak walaupun binatang tu agak kiut! Basically, apa yang aku nak citer ni based from my own experienced, observation, pengalaman korang plus some information from books and magazines that i read. Cerita perihal manusia yang pelbagai ragam dan kerenah. Bersyukurlah kengkawan sekalian, kerana kita dilahirkan sebagai khalifah ALLAH swt...
Manusia yang menggembirakan. How many of you are in this category??Bertuah la kalau aku masuk kategori ni. Manusia jenis ni, ramai orang suka & sayang. Mereka menyenangkan hati orang lain. Mereka mampu menceriakan keadaan. Mereka mampu meredakan kemarahan. I think they have a gift to make other people happy. We will feel warm whenever we are surrounded by this type of people. Jadilah orang yang boleh menggembirakan orang lain. Biarlah orang senang setiap kali kita bersama mereka. Jadilah isteri / suami yang boleh menggembirakan hati pasangan korang. Jadilah anak yang boleh menggembirakan hati parents korang. Jadilah rakan yang boleh menceriakan kawan korang yang lain bila mereka rasa sedikit down.



Manusia yang mengelirukan. They don't know what they want. As a result, we as well may not what they really want! Memang emo kalau korang ada kawan camni. Tapi sebab dah declare kawan, suka tak suka, kena accept la kan! Manusia macam tak la susah sangat nak handle. Just be patient, eventually they will come around. Cubalah nasihat apa yang patut kalau korang ada kawan kategori ni. Maybe diorang ni terlalu banyak sangat problem..tak nak plak share ngan korang..natijahnya, jadi la manusia yang confused! So, kalau korang rasa, korang ni jatuh dalam manusia yang keliru, better do something about it..

Manusia yang sangat annoying. Don't we all just hate this type of people! Ye, aku sangat berharap aku tidak pernah dan tidak akan jadi manusia yang mengjengkelkan. I don't know about you, but i've seen a lot of annoying people at my workplace. Job aku ni memang selalu encounter dengan manusia kategori ni. Almaklum kerja yang customer related camni la! Apa yang korang buat bila terpaksa mengadap manusia annoying?? Aku selalu anggap diorang tak wujud pada saat dan ketika itu. Aku anggap mereka ni ibarat angin busuk yang berlalu sepi..what's really annoying is, when you have to face the same person that really irritates you everyday!! (Aku tak la ngadap muka samy vellu hari-hari, tapi aku rasa dia termasuk dalam kategori manusia annoying..satu malaya sure setuju!hahaha...)

Manusia yang drama queen. Doesn't matter if you are a male or female. Kalau dah dicop drama queen, tu dah kira poyo tahap kronik! Ada sorang dua makhluk ALLAH yang aku kenal, memang famous dengan skrip yang aku dah boleh hafal jalan ceritanya. Orang macam ni, memang expert mereka-mereka cerita. Yang tak ada, diada-adakan. Yang salah, dia betulkan. Hal yang simple pun, nak kecoh lebih! They are so good with their facial expressions. Kadang-kadang aku pun terpedaya dengan lakonan berkesan diorang. Cukup terror bab-bab minta simpati orang lain. They think they are so damn good in everything. Always me, me..me!!Alo drama queen, not everything in this world, evolves around you!
Manusia yang degil. Argh..rasa macam nak hantuk kepala diorang kat dinding! Nasib la korang tak macam tu,kan? Tak salah la nak jadi manusia degil tapi berpada-pada la. Degil sangat pun, orang naik menyampah. Aku paling emo kalau orang yang degil sangat nak dengar nasihat. Kita cakap elok-elok pun, tak nak terima. Diorang rasa, diorang betul. Diorang fikir, diorang best sangat gamaknya!! Kalau budak-budak, ok la..ini dah tua bangka tak sadar diri..apa kes?!! Bukan ke korang sepatutnya matang dan boleh menerima nasihat dan teguran dari orang lain? Awat la nak ketegaq sangat? Pernah dengar tak, "as stubborn as a donkey"?. So, kalau korang degil, sama la macam donkey..hehehe
May i quote a phrase that i get from a novel that i read, "every person is as deep as a well". Memang agak sukar kita memahami sifat manusia. Adakalanya, semakin lama kita mengenali seseorang, semakin sulit untuk kita fahami isi hatinya. Mungkin kita tak sedar kelemahan yang ada pada diri kita. So, try not to be judgemental with others. We are all individual in our very own way..that's just the way we are!

Monday, January 21, 2008

DeAr HeArT..

Dear heart..
Sesungguhnya, aku sering memohon
agar kau semakin tabah dan cekal
menghadapi setiap ujian dan dugaan dari ALLAH swt
semoga kau semakin kuat menghadapi hari-hari mendatang

Dear heart..
Maafkan aku kerana sering memungkiri janji
bukanlah aku sengaja berbuat demikian
tetapi ada saat dan ketikanya, aku terpaksa
percayalah, janji yang aku pateri seawal tahun ini
takkan aku mungkiri

Dear heart..
Batalkan reservation yang aku buat dulu
kerana dia memilih hati yang lain
mungkin kerana kau terlalu istimewa
mungkin kerana itu, dia tidak layak untuk
kau dan aku

Dear heart..
Bersabarlah dengan ragam manusia di sekelilingku
jangan lekas berkecil hati
kerana mereka adalah keluarga dan juga teman-temanku
aku akan selalu menjagamu dari kata-kata serta tingkah laku mereka
akan aku pastikan, kau imun dengan segala perlakuan dan perkataan

Dear heart..
Jangan kau terlalu menyimpan dendam
maafkan segala kesilapan mereka yang pernah menyakitimu
usah kau bawa bersama hingga kita mati
kerana aku jua kerap kali mengharapkan kemaafan
dari mereka yang pernah aku sakiti

Dear heart..
Waktu dan usia membuatkan aku semakin dewasa
semoga kau semakin matang dalam menerima sebarang keputusan
sesekali, dengarlah kata si akal
kerana dia lebih dulu menganalisa situasi
bantulah aku dalam mencari jalan penyelesaian
emosi mu yang terlampau, hanya mengusutkan keadaan

Dear heart..
Tidak pernah aku meminta
kau menjadi sekeras batu
kalau ianya terjadi
maka aku bukanlah umat Nabi Muhamammad saw
cukuplah sekadar kau bertahan dan bersabar
dalam menemani aku menempuhi sisa hidup yang masih berbaki

Dear heart..
Ruangan kosong di dalam mu
insya-ALLAH, suatu hari akan terisi
berikan aku masa dan ruang
untuk mencari dan menilai
aku tidak sanggup melukai mu lagi
kau akan bahagia, seperti hati mereka yang lain

Dear heart..
Sentiasalah kau dan aku bersyukur
di atas segala nikmat dan rahmat ALLAH swt
bergembiralah bersama mereka yang membahagiakan mu
bersedihlah bersama mereka yang memahami kedukaan mu
aku akan sentiasa menghiasi mu dengan kalimah ALLAH
semoga kau dan aku akan selalu berada di bawah lindunganNYA
semoga kau dan aku akan menjadi khalifah yang setia terhadapNYA
kerana di dalam mu, ada aku
kerana kau adalah aku!

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

SpEciALLy foR YoU!


I found this quote, and i love it. Hope u will too...

Friday, January 11, 2008

TaG

Thanks to my dear friend mieyn, i have something to blog about...haha..ok, these are my answers to your tag mieyn

Q: What did u do when u wake up this morning? A: Open my eyes for few seconds, then closed them back!

Q: How and what can make u really angry and pissed off?
A: Traffic jam without any reason..maybe caused by those idiot drivers!

Q: The last person you be with?
A: Najwan & Najmi

Q: Favourite movies?
A: My favorite movies are countless but this one is definitely "the one"!

Q: Do u miss someone?
A: Someone je? i miss a lot of people lar..

Q: Do u hate people and who?
A: Ignorant people..arrogant people..ungrateful people

Q: Worst experience ever?
A: The worst could turn out to be the best damn thing for me..

Q: Current crush on..?
A: Human being..none, music..OneRepublic-"Stop & Stare"

Q: Favourite color?

A: Black, blue & white

Q: Thing that compulsory for u whenever u are out? A: House keys & my purse

Q: Your obsession?

A: Swatch, shoes and off course chocolates!!!

Q: What boring u most?
A: No electricity...bosaaaaaaaan!!
Q: What is your ultimate weakness?
A: Some people tell me that.."awak ni, baik sangat la.."..err..thanks!

Q: Can u cook?
A: I know how to cook certain dish..does that count?hehe
Q: What and who influenced u in life?
A: Nothing & no one..i'm living my life by my own rules

Q: Favourite books?
A: Something to talk about by Sarah Webb

Q: Which celebrity u really wanna meet?

A: Will Smith..hahaha

Q: What do u really wanna do in life?
A: Going for my solo vacation..


Q:Where is your favourite spot to hang out?
A: Mc'D

Q: What do u really afraid of?
A: Losing my family & feeling ungrateful even for just a second..
Alhamdulillah..finally..adei payah giler nak wat blog ni..so, hope u guys like it!
































































































































































































































































Thursday, December 27, 2007

BeAutiFuL SouL

Korang penah tengok citer "snow white" tak? Tipu ar tak penah tengok! Well, at least penah bace la kan! Hehehe..ilek..ade moralnye blog aku ni..

Snow white is not my favorite fairy tale. In fact, i don't think i like any of those fairy tale stories. Personally, i think fairy tale sucks! Because it always has a happy ending and happy ending does not always exists in the real life..bukan la watak snow white yang aku nak discuss ngan korang tapi watak the evil witch a.k.a snow white's stepmother. Mak tiri die kan ade cermin ajaib. She likes to ask, "mirror,mirror on the wall..whose the fairest of them all??".. the mirror will answer, "you are the fairest of them all!". She will keep asking the same question over and over again, even when the mirror gave her the same answer over and over again. So, my question is.. do you think being beautiful is that damn important??

Biase ar kite dengar, biar cantik dalaman dari luaran..tapi berape ramai sangat yang nak gune teori tu? Tengok je la iklan sekarang. Sumenye dok promote nak cerahkan kulit.. tapi produk for putihkan hati nape takde orang buat?? Kalau betul la cantik dalaman tu amat-amat penting?? Kalau la ade, sape la yang nak beli dulu? For sure those yang buuuuuuuuuuuuuuusuk hati..hahahahahahaha..ok, seriously, i used to feel that i'm not beautiful. I used to think that, no matter how good i've been, people won't see it. I would still be judged by the way i look..to make things worst, i was lack of self-confidence, self-assurance..self-esteem! Senang citer, aku rase serba serbi kureng! I hate that..i really hate that! For your information, i had acne problems when i was younger..haha..quite serious..and i thought i have to deal with it forever but Alhamdulillah, sekarang tak la sekronik dulu!

When i had acne all over my face, i wish i was invisible! I believe i'm not the only one who wish to be unseen with a face like that..sengsarenye aku rase. Nasib la kengkawan aku best-best. They never made me feel ugly. They never looked at me differently. Maybe diorang nak tanye, tapi takut aku terase hati..hehe..thanks korang! I was so selfconcious. I couldn't make eye contact..hehe i would try not to make any eye contact with anyone. Aku rase, aku la manusie paling banyak jerawat..hahaha..mase tu aku pun fikir yang cantik luaran tu teramat la penting! Looking back, i was soooooooooooo stupid. Aku tau, aku tak pernah dinilai oleh sesape pun base on my physical appearance. Not by my frens and definitely not by my family. I was the only one who being judgemental. Hahaha..bodoh..memang bodoh!

Now, i understand the true meaning of being beautiful. Tak semestinye cantik rupe, cantik perangai. Cantik is not everything. Biar la aku tak cantik paras tapi perangai & kelaku aku, tak menyakitkan hati & mata orang. Biar la kalau a guy rase the lady across the table lagi cantik dari aku yang dok kat sebelah, who cares! Biar la sume pompuan kat negeri perlis nak cerahkan kulit, che' tetap suka dengan kulit che' yang tak beghapa nak ceghah ni! I'm comfortable with myself. I never felt this good before. Sekarang kalau ade jerawat, aku cool..hehehe..tak kelam kelibut cam kakak aku..coz i know i'll look pretty with or without jerawat! I realized, what ever people may think about me..especially the way i look, does not make any impact on me! If a guy doesn't think i'm pretty, then he must be gay..haha..it's the way you honour urself. You don't need anyone to tell how pretty you are. It's within you. If you feel beautiful, the rest of the world will look at you the same!

So, don't feel bad if you have a pimple. Do not feel bad, if her skin fairer than yours. Believe in yourself, be nice to people, smile, be confident..it helps to bring your inner beauty. Most importantly, be beautiful by simply being...y.o.u!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

BoLi cHUriYa...



Yesterday, i watched a hindi film..haha..an old one!Amar,Akbar & Anthony (3A). Ever heard of this film?? Amitabh Bachan was one of the actors. Bukan la xde citer lain yang aku boleh tengok, tapi teralih 108..so, kite layaaaaaaaan..


Once upon a time, i was a fan of hindi film. Nak-nak zaman Shahrukh Khan baru nak femes..peh, mase tu, die la manusie terensem dalam senarai. Kire, kalau cite yang ade die, hehe..sure aku tengok. Siap beli vcd supaye aku boleh tengok die haaaaaaaaaaaaaari-hari..kronik..ye, memang kronik!. Lagu hindustan, tak tau lirik pun, blasah je..janji ade bunyik sket-sket, jadi la..tu tak kire nak tiru style menari lagi..hahahahahaha..Akak aku siap blanje aku tengok citer kuch-kuch hota hai. Ye, meleleh aku ngan akak tapi kitorang buat-buat xkenal..muahahaha.


Actually, there's nothing much about hindi movie. The plots are the same. Story about forbidden love, gangsterism, teenagers..love again..arghh..dok putaq tang tu la jugak! Sekarang ni, ade la kot improvement skit dari segi storyline..tapi tak banyak yang berbeza pun. Tapi kan, citer hindustan ni, lawak die not bad la. Cam citer 3A tu, ade la adegan tumbuk-tumbuk. Klakarnye bile, polis tu belum lempang lagi, dah bunyik sound orang kene lempang..hahahaha. Then, bile polis tu lempang sorang, yang lagi dua pun jatuh!! Yang paling best sound kalau diorang gaduh..dush..dush..dushum..hahahahaha..Kalau part becinter + menyanyi tu, toksah nak komen la. Pusing satu india pun tak cukup aku rase! Mungkin tu cara diorang promote.."welcome to india sir..!"


I guess, hindi films are made simply for entertaining the audiences. Citer hindustan, citer yang kite boleh relax..bile kite tengok, kite tak payah fikir..coz we all know, hindi film only have one kind of ending..a happy one..yeay!! Hero mati hidup balik, hero kawen ngan heroin, hero rescue heroin, parents heroin bagi restu kat hero nak kawen ngan heroin..bla..bla..bla..tapi ade gak orang bising bile tengok citer hindustan! Instead of watching the movie, they try to be the director for that movie! Hello...name pun citer, citer hindustan la pulak..tengok aje la!!


Syukur sangat, skali tu je la aku tengok wayang citer hindustan..memang citer hindustan tak membebankan pale otak nak fikir, tapi agak hangin sebab tengok diorang nyanyi-nyanyi..sambil becanda bahagie! Aku suke tengok citer yang tak susah nak paham (bukan la aku ni sengal..:p) tapi the whole idea of watching a movie is to relax your mind. Kalau tengok citer yang aku kene concentrate, sampai nak pegi toilet pun fikir banyak kali..takut ter miss any part of the movie, watpe!!!! Cam citer hindustan, ko nak pegi kedai beli roti pun, ko dah bley agak ape jadik sepeninggalan ko takde!..hahaha..


What ever it is, there's no industry like the Bollywood..shabash inspector sahab!!!






Friday, November 23, 2007

HeLLo..

No doubt, this is the most suitable opening anthem for my blog! Maybe yan (buzz..thanks beb!) will be the first person to read this. Haha..cam klakar plak nak set-up blog ni..but since i have a passion in writing, kire orait la buat blog camni. So, what can you expect from "ChAptErs of LifE"?. A lot i guess..mostly about my life. Aku share setakat yang aku rase patut n sesuai dikongsi bersame..and at the same time, mungkin jugak aku share pengalaman orang di sekeliling. Name, jantina, umur serta lokasi, akan di rahsiekan..hehehe..hopefully, i have the chance to update my blog from time to time..hidup aku ni, takde la happening sangat tapi..you'll never know..(ngeh..ngeh..)
i chose this song because it is "the song"..not just to represent my life tapi mungkin hidup orang lain jugak. Kadang-kadang memang hidup ni, memenatkan, mengelirukan, menyesakkan, menyedihkan, membosankan..tapi tak fair la, kalau kite nak nilai hidup ni only from the negative side! Life itself is full of surprises..life should be fun, full of happiness, joyful and memorable. Haha..kekadang, i can connect myself with this song not directly but only a few parts..nothing personal but it is all about the reality of life! Better stop here for now, nak sambung wat keje..hehe...-peAce-
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong..And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud but no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like..To be like me
To be hurt, To feel lost, To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down, To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life..
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies..Well deep inside you're bleeding
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like..
Welcome to my life....