Semalam Aidiladha..semalam juga, aku teringat peristiwa korban aku 5 tahun yang lalu. Alhamdulillah, ada hikmah tersirat dan mungkin tersurat.
Hari ini, aku ke office seperti biasa, tapi ada satu perasaan yang kurang enak setelah beberapa sesi sembang santai di yahoo. Terasa ingin menjerit sekuat hati. Sisa sesal masih berbaki hingga ke detik ini. You'd never learn, kan NurulHuda?...guess not..arghhhh!!!!! So, jom nyanyi...
Everyday I wake up to another day gone by
Nothing but the open road and never-ending why
Anything can happen, but nothing ever does
I try to change, it's kinda strange
The same as it ever was, but look at us..
How do I deal with you?
How do I deal with me?
When I don't even know myself
Or what it is you want from me
How do I deal with us?
How do I know what's real?
When I don't even trust myself
Or what it is I feel..and how do I deal?
Every night in the dark, I lie awake in bed
How am I supposed to dream, with all the static in my head
I turn to all directons and pray for some relief
What can I do but feel the weight
I am underneath and greet my teeth
......How do I deal with love?
Why do I have to choose?
And everybody's telling me
What the hell I have to do....
~~I should know damn well what I really want..~~
