Friday, January 23, 2009


First and foremost, thank you sooooo much to mat cyber (what ever that i owe you, insya-ALLAH..someday ye my fren ;) ) for guiding me to do this post.

It is an episode from one of my favourite series, "One Tree Hill". This episode was aired last Tuesday. Lucky for me to watch it because I totally loveeeeeeeeeee this part of the episode, especially the scene between Brooke & Peyton. I walaupun tak meleleh air hidung..why? Ni yang nak cerita ni..hehe

I was heartbroken (i hate to use this word, but i have to be honest, kan?..huhu) too tapi situasi aku tak serius macam Peyton. Situasi bermaksud, I was not in love with the guy (hmm..aku pun tak sure la love ke tak..haha) that time, I was hoping that he could be

When I found out about his real intention..ya, di situlah aku mengalami situasi si Peyton. Instead of crying on my bestfriend shoulder, I cried in the toilet (aku semakin jujur kan..kan..kan..???hehe). When I watched the scene, I wish thing would be different for me. I wish, I was crying on my bestfriend shoulder. I wish my bestfriend could tell me how to let go, just like Brooke did..I wish I was not alone..

The scene was just a flashback from one of my life episodes, but it made me realize, how I wished I had my bestfriend with me during the lowest moment of my life..


Tuesday, January 20, 2009


"The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people."

I am..

I really want to go to..

My favourite place..

My favourite things are..


and of course

My favourite drinks are..

and also..

not to forget..

My favourite foods are..

local cuisine..sedappppp


I can't resist..

My favourite color..

I live & born in..

I attended..


1990 - 1991

1992 - 1994

1995 - 1999

2000 - 2003

My favourite movies are..

all time favourite..

My superhero..

classic love story

My hobbies are..


and I definitely wish for..

Next tag goes to

1) Kak Ainil (if she is in the mood..hehe)

2) Kak Zu (if she is not busy with all the meetings..hehe)

3) Mat Cyber (if he is not too busy with food.. :p)

* Tak cukup 6, kira ok la ye..hehehe*


Monday, January 12, 2009


As I was watching Halaqah last night, I have the urgency to do this post. Ustaz Badli Shah, one of the panels, asked all the bloggers in Malaysia, to show their support to our Muslim brothers & sisters in Palestine. To show to the rest of the bloggers around the world how much we condemned the brutal act by the Israel towards Palestinians. I may not be able to contribute much to help, but I pray by doing this entry, I can help people to open up their eyes if its being close before to the killings of thousands Palestinians. I hope I can open up their mind if its never even think of the homeless / parentless children in Palestine before. I hope I can open up their heart or at least help them to have one..
A picture worth a thousand words...

should we tell this boy to runaway, to give up or to keep on fighting for his rights?

Who did she lost today I wonder? Husband? Father? Mother? Brother? Sister? Son or a daughter? Maybe she lost all of them..

someone or a family is waiting for this person to come home..

What is going to happen to this little boy?Will he survive?

What have you done to deserve this?

Will she lose another child tomorrow?

You will go straight to heaven for you have no sins..

"Why, why did you do this to us?"

In Islam Al-Aqsa is one of the three most sacred places after Mecca and Medina.

Did you know?
1)That, Masjidul Al Aqsa was the second Masjid on earth.
2)That, it was built 40 years after the Ka’ba in Makkah.
3)That, most scholars are of the opinion that Masjidul Al Aqsa was first built by Prophet Adam [as].
4)That, Ibrahim [as] rebuilt the Masjidul Al Aqsa in Jerusalem as he and Ismail [as] rebuilt the Ka’ba in Makkah.
5)That, Prophet Daud [as] began the rebuilding of Masjidul Al Aqsa.
6)That, it was Prophet Sulayman [as] who finally completed the building of Masjidul Al Aqsa.
7)That, Masjidul Al Aqsa built by Sulayman [as] was destroyed in 587 BC by Nebuchadnezzar King of Babylon.
8)That, the Jews call this same Masjidul Al Aqsa built by Sulayman [as] as their Temple.
9)That, the Jews re-built their Temple on them same site in 167 BC but was destroyed in 70 AD and Jews banished from Jerusalem.
10)That, the site of Masjidul Al Aqsa remained barren and was used as a rubbish tip for nearly 600 years until the Great Khalifah Umar bin Khattab liberated Jerusalem in 637/8 AD.
11)That, the Khalifah Umar bin Khattab began the foundation of Masjidul Al Aqsa and a timber mosque was built.
12)That, the Umayyad Khalifah, Abd’ al Malik ibn Marwan in 691/2 [72/73 AH] began the construction of, Dome of the Rock – today this is the Golden Domed Mosque.
13)That, the al Buraq wall or Western Wall where Prophet Muhammad [saas] tied his animal the Buraq on the night journey of al Isra is what the Jews call the wailing wall.
14)That, to Muslims it is the land or the Haram Sharif area which is most holy and important.
15)That, the Haram area of Al Aqsa has within it the Masjidul Al Aqsa [Black Domed Mosque] and Dome of the Rock [the Golden Domed Mosque].
16)That, Israel occupied Masjidul Al Aqsa in 1967.
17)That, the fundamentalist Jews have made 100’s of attempts to destroy Al Aqsa since 1967 when they occupied it. A fire in 1967 started by their help destroyed the 900 year old Mimbar installed by Slaudeen Ayub, the Great Muslim Hero.
18)That, the fundamentalist want to blow up and destroy Masjidul Al Aqsa and replace it with a Jewish Temple.

Alhamdulillah, I've done my part. Although it is a small one, but it counts. Like Ustaz Badli Shah said, "Do our best, let ALLAH swt does the rest" -amin-

Wednesday, January 7, 2009


Seventh day of 2009..Alhamdulillah, masih bernafas (tetapi berada dalam keadaan yang sangat lapar..waaa).

Yesterday I received an email from my dear sister, kak eykien (she was my roommate back in uitm). She asked me about my new year resolutions. For the first time after so many years, I have none...I tried to think at least one, but my mind went blank..ya..pagi yang gelap, tak terang-terang!!

Satu azam aku yang masih kekal sampai sekarang, is to become a better person everyday. Alhamdulillah, walaupun tidak akan sempurna tetapi sudah ada sedikit perubahan pada diri ini. Berkat usaha, nawaitu dan juga doa dari orang sekeliling mungkin.

Aku pun tak tahu kenapa tahun ini, aku macam tak bersemangat pula pasang azam. Sepatutnya berkobar-kobar macam orang lain, but I feel numb instead..! Adakah aku mengalami simptom tidak dapat menerima hakikat umur semakin err..tua? Tidaaaaaaakkkk...I'm not afraid of getting older. Tak sabar tunggu umur 56, sebab tak payah kerja..ahaha (if I can make it la kan..huhu).

I hope all of you can stick to your new year least try to stick to it ok! As it for me, all I can say is.."Aku akan hidup baik-baik saja & selamat pagi cinta..!!!"