Tuesday, September 28, 2010

y.o.u..LiSTen (part 02)

Ku bawa jauh rinduku
Kerna aku telah tahu
Kau bukan milikku

Sesungguhnya bukan mudah
Menjalani hidup ini
Tanpa kau di sisi

Jauh di sudut hati
Aku masih bermimpi
Mimpi yang indah
Esok kau kembali

Jauh di sudut hati
Ada waktu-waktunya
Aku berdoa, kau pulang semula

Biar ku mengingati mu
Biar ku gantung harapan
Hingga sampai waktu
Nafas terakhirku...

~mungkin rindu dan harapan aku terhadap kamu, cukup hanya setakat ini~

Friday, September 24, 2010

y.o.u..LiStEn! (part 01)

We have made a deal, remember?

You promised to respect my decision, remember?

We argued on this over and over again, remember?

You said, it is my decision and you will not intefere, remember?

You said, you will understand. You said, I know what's best. Well, you said a lot of things..blablabla....the most important thing above all, you said, you will not give up on me, remember?

I know that you know me well..in fact, better than everyone else. I know you are always by my side, no matter what. Please believe me when I said, I need you to always be there for me. Do not try to hide, or worst dissapear. You are my companion. You are my voice. You are my friend that I dare not to lose.

Yes, I admit, my faith in you has faded since the last time we talked. You should have not lied to me. But can I blame you? I did force you to speak. I did that because I know you can be trusted. You are the only I had then. Fortunately, I still have you now.

I love you, you know that, right? You are lucky in certain ways. You do not get to see the faces, to read the writings, listening to all the b.s they were saying. It is I who needs to go through all that. However, it is you who need to do all the damage control. For that, I am seeking for your forgiveness.

We are a perfect combination..you and I. Therefore, you can just shut up from asking me all sort of questions, that you already know the answers. Just go with flow, ok! Stop trying to talk myself out of it. Stop trying to feel that you are not making any sense at all..cause most of the time you do..well, I think so...

You have to be strong for me. You have to remind me that I have been through worst situation. You must always talk to me..cry for me if you must..because nowadays, I can't seem to cry. It will take some time for you to regain my trust..but I guess it doesn't matter..as long as I know, you are there..you still are,right?

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

JangAn BerSEdiH LaGi

Kekasihku..jangan bersedih lagi
Keringkanlah titisan airmata di pipi
Kekasihku..tabahkan hati mu
Sekalipun tak pernah terduga..halangan yang melanda
Melenyapkan impian bersama
Jangan dikesali atas apa yang terjadi
Mungkin rahmat, sebaliknya..membuahkan bahagia

Kekasihku..aku tahu
Kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah ada dusta..kasih antara kita
Jangan berduka..jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah menerima..segala-galanya dengan redha

....mungkin suatu hari nanti
kita akan bersama lagi
aku masih mengharap..segalanya kan berulang semula...

~~dedicated specially for you~~

Wednesday, September 1, 2010


Live life to the fullest..cause life is short!

I believe we have to have all these, to understand the true meaning behind the word of wisdom.

Iman: Life will be worthless without it! Life is short, you'll never know when you are going to die. Iman will help you focus, it will lead you to the right path. You would be a better person and insyaAllah, your life will so much worth it. Besides you are the khalifah. You have duties to perform..fulfill this and you will have a greater life on the other side, insyaAllah.

Courage: It is not something that we could get elsewhere..it is within you. Only you could reach it. You need courage to live you life. Life is tough. Life can be such a mess. People will bring you down in so many different ways that they could think of. You need to be brave..cause there is always a chance, you are alone to fight your own battle. The rest do not bother to back you up, cause they have their own problem, their own mess..their own battle.

Mistakes: Make one or even more..if that is what it takes to learn. You will have regret over all the mistakes that you made..all the bad choices. Life is like that..how on earth are you going to learn and to grow if you refused to make mistakes. It is not advisable and it is not suppose to be a habit..but just accept the fact..mistakes happened. You made a mistake. You made an unforgettable choice. Learn from it..but do not make it an excuse to keep on making the wrong decision..you have choices. You can either choose to learn or keep on making mistakes and live on hearing that loud voice in your head, "stupid, stupid, stupid me!!".

Love: Is the key to happiness. You have to search for it. Give some of your love to earn some from others. Love yourself in order for you to love the people around you. Love is not only between a man and a woman. Love is about everything and everyone. Do not shut yourself to receive or give a piece of it to others. You will find yourself alone..be close to your family, appreciate your friendship and be faithful to your significant other..I believe these are some tips for all of us to cherish all the people that matters in our lives.

Friends: They are your second family. Choose your friends wisely and carefully. Friends define who you are and what type of person are you. Respect them just the same way you want to be respected. Accept their flaws, appreciate their beauty and be impressed by their creativity. Maintain a good friendship..by doing so you know, you will never be alone. Be supportive and if there is a need to critize..be gentle yet be firm. Let them know, you'll always be around for them. Wish them well and do not be jealous of their success. Be the best friend you can be and hope nothing in return.

You need to look around you and be grateful for everything you have. Life is all about moving forward. It's ok if you do not know where you are heading cause life is like that. ALLAH has the best plan for you..never doubt that. Life is short..its best if we could live it while we still can and be wise on how are we going to spend the rest of it.