Thursday, December 31, 2009

tHe LaST cHaPtEr

Today is the last day of 2009. Today NurulHuda is saying goodbye plus deleting everything that happened to her this year. Today she gets to choose whether to smile, laugh or even cry for what had happened..until now, she can't really decide to choose which one..

Alhamdulillah, 2009 bukanlah satu tahun yang sukar bagi NurulHuda. Sudah dia ceritakan serba sedikit perihal dirinya pada tahun ini dalam coretan terdahulu. Walaupun tak banyak anjakan paradigma (her favourite word for this year :) ) yang berlaku, dia tetap bersyukur.

Satu lagi bab kehidupan NurulHuda bakal tamat kira-kira lima jam dari sekarang. Dia akan menoktahkan diari hidupnya untuk tahun ini. Dia tidak akan membuat sebarang azam baru. Dia tidak tahu apa yang hendak diazamkan..mesti ada, tapi dia malas nak fikir!

She is smiling because she thought to herself, "i'm glad i came to work today...". She is glad because..

Dia dapat melalui lorong-lorong itu buat kali yang terakhir dalam tahun ini. Dia tahu lorong-lorong itu tetap akan ada pada 2010, tetapi tahun depan, pemandangan dari lorong-lorong itu sudah tidak sama lagi. Tapi itu bukanlah alasan untuk dia berhenti menggunakan lorong-lorong itu..kerana dia tahu, dia turut akan berubah.

She is hoping for rain tonight..but by the looks of it, that is not going to happen. Still, she is hoping for it. She chose to cry. She smiled and laughed all day. She's tired of doing those two. She thinks, she deserves to cry for the last time this year. F.y.i. she didn't do much crying this year..this is why she hopes it will rain tonight..so she won't be crying alone.

~the eNd~

3 comments:

aeryn said...

sedihnya entry kali ini nurul huda?

MiSzEniGmA said...
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MiSzEniGmA said...

nurulhuda kate.."xde la sedey sgt :) "